You still have a lot of time to make yourself be what you want.
You need to learn how to select your thoughts just the same way you select your clothes every day. This is a power you can cultivate. If you want to control things in your life so bad, work on the mind. That’s the only thing you should be trying to control.
Working on our own consciousness is the most important thing that we are doing at any moment, and being love is a supreme creative act.
all I do anymore is sleep, feel bad for myself, and take selfies